Entry for December 30, 2005

Entry for December 30, 2005
Ok well today started out not to good Caitlin kept having a lot of desats and she just was not doing good, she was still at 100% oxigen and just was having a rough morning and early afternoon. Dr decided to put a little bit bigger tube for her oscilator and that really seemed to help her because she started getting better and they were able to wean her oxigen down a bit,Daddy got there about 12 pm and stayed with her for a little bit then mommie got to come and see and at about 5 pm when I got there she was at around 67% of oxigen so alot better then 100%. Caitlin had her eyes open when I got there and i would talk to her and she would just look around and roll them all over the place. She looks like such a little person with her eyes open and it makes her look more like a baby. She of course always looked like a baby, just a small little thing but with her eyes open she just looks so cute, especially when they are so wide open. I wonder what she is thinking or feeling. I just want to pick her up and cuddle with her so much, she is just so lovable. Well thats about it to report just kind of a scary morning but so glad she is getting alittle bit better. Today is her last day of the indocine medicine for her heart. She will get another scan again to make sure it fully closed also she will be getting another head scan as well to check again for any brain bleeds. Well hoping for some more good days ;0) There are a few new pictures down below this post.